Re: Did fucking APRs go up or what....
you missed my point (or i didnt explain it well enough, but that rant is a LONG one)
The Anxiety I am talking about is SEVERE and unless someone has had first hand experience with anxiety disorders, I can't begin to explain how it feels or how much it overpowers everything else.
If and when I have cash on hand to invest with again, it will likely be in myself and my own photography or something with music. Its not a matter of not understanding the facts or potential benefits of financial investments in real-estate, shareholding, black-market-adoptions or what have you.... I have an IQ of 136, so while not misunderstanding and at the same time not claiming to have some brilliant or spiritual plan for myself, I assure you that I could not care less about this sort of thing.
I make sure I do my job well, and that I have options to do more in the future, but I spent WAY too long overcoming/recovering from a lot of ugly painful shit (mostly stuff from childhood/being fat and gay in high school & the soul searching that comes with grasping the concept of self-worth). I will not continue to keep missing the moments and events of my life that are happening or could be happening now. If my priorities change I'll let you know, and I will also be very surprised.
you missed my point (or i didnt explain it well enough, but that rant is a LONG one)
The Anxiety I am talking about is SEVERE and unless someone has had first hand experience with anxiety disorders, I can't begin to explain how it feels or how much it overpowers everything else.
If and when I have cash on hand to invest with again, it will likely be in myself and my own photography or something with music. Its not a matter of not understanding the facts or potential benefits of financial investments in real-estate, shareholding, black-market-adoptions or what have you.... I have an IQ of 136, so while not misunderstanding and at the same time not claiming to have some brilliant or spiritual plan for myself, I assure you that I could not care less about this sort of thing.
I make sure I do my job well, and that I have options to do more in the future, but I spent WAY too long overcoming/recovering from a lot of ugly painful shit (mostly stuff from childhood/being fat and gay in high school & the soul searching that comes with grasping the concept of self-worth). I will not continue to keep missing the moments and events of my life that are happening or could be happening now. If my priorities change I'll let you know, and I will also be very surprised.
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