to make up for the mono thread

[sammwalk]

Re: to make up for the mono thread

@ the end of the day m8 there humans just like anyone else....just imagine you had to go through life looking like that, its not as easy as 1 2 3 standard life when you look out of the ordinary... i learned that quick when my dad used to take me into the place where he worked which then was with people with disabilities and things like down syndrome, its not funny m8 these people have feelings just like you and me its everyone elses blindness that makes them not see that a deformaty is mostlky from the outside but to the actual person theyt have feelings and thoughts just like you and i.... its easy to make fun of someone just because they "stand out from the crowd" but if u then take that persons mind and think about the pressure they have to go through just with everyday living then its easy to see where a person like that can end up..... ( lori please DO NOT take this the wrong way and her hubby dont take this the wrong way either m8 ) take shiva as an example... she's lucky... a model, a dj...she basically has everything that "everyones" perfect image, if you put her in a magazine that would be everyones perfect image of how " everyone " would like to believe that everyones life should be like, lets face it, she's gifted with not only talent but looks as well... if 100% of the male popualtion of this board would be hoinest right now they would say that its probibly right now exceptionally fantastic that every time you come to this website there is some picture of her beautifull face popping up in some kind of seductive pose... personally... ( sorry lori ) i,m sick of seing it...ok i,ve had a phew beers right now but even sober i,ve felt like saying this.... in todays society sex sells... its got fuck all to do with talent now....its sickening, i,ve seen guys pick up a guitar in my lifetime and they would wipe the floor with certain rock stars or pick up a record slap it on the decks and scratch like i,ve never seen before....ok ur thinking right now that in my mind i,m thinking " i,m jealous " well tbh iun some ways i am yea but in other ways i,m thinking well wtf? is this what everything is coming too, i see todays world splitting into 2 different catagories...one for the lucky and ther trash for the rest of us to fight over...its like the ghetto attitude....eventually were all gonna end up segrigated into certain groups

well, okay, they're a bit awkward looking but they're not deformed or disabled anything (are they?). I admit, I have a dark sense of humor but I just thought it was funny because they looked like they were totally too young to be doing it but were high on ex or something. And this is a dance board and they were dancing. I don't know, felt appropriate. true, they're not the prettiest flowers in the garden but I've got similar videos of myself in the vault that could be used to blackmail me too...

anyway, red1, you write without being judgmental and thats def missing sometimes here. I definitely agree with what you're saying.

[Shiva]

Re: to make up for the mono thread

@ the end of the day m8 there humans just like anyone else....just imagine you had to go through life looking like that, its not as easy as 1 2 3 standard life when you look out of the ordinary... i learned that quick when my dad used to take me into the place where he worked which then was with people with disabilities and things like down syndrome, its not funny m8 these people have feelings just like you and me its everyone elses blindness that makes them not see that a deformaty is mostlky from the outside but to the actual person theyt have feelings and thoughts just like you and i.... its easy to make fun of someone just because they "stand out from the crowd" but if u then take that persons mind and think about the pressure they have to go through just with everyday living then its easy to see where a person like that can end up..... ( lori please DO NOT take this the wrong way and her hubby dont take this the wrong way either m8 ) take shiva as an example... she's lucky... a model, a dj...she basically has everything that "everyones" perfect image, if you put her in a magazine that would be everyones perfect image of how " everyone " would like to believe that everyones life should be like, lets face it, she's gifted with not only talent but looks as well... if 100% of the male popualtion of this board would be hoinest right now they would say that its probibly right now exceptionally fantastic that every time you come to this website there is some picture of her beautifull face popping up in some kind of seductive pose... personally... ( sorry lori ) i,m sick of seing it...ok i,ve had a phew beers right now but even sober i,ve felt like saying this.... in todays society sex sells... its got fuck all to do with talent now....its sickening, i,ve seen guys pick up a guitar in my lifetime and they would wipe the floor with certain rock stars or pick up a record slap it on the decks and scratch like i,ve never seen before....ok ur thinking right now that in my mind i,m thinking " i,m jealous " well tbh iun some ways i am yea but in other ways i,m thinking well wtf? is this what everything is coming too, i see todays world splitting into 2 different catagories...one for the lucky and ther trash for the rest of us to fight over...its like the ghetto attitude....eventually were all gonna end up segrigated into certain groups

Well, i like your comments Red coz they are honest and not offensive (to me), everyone is entitled to his/her opinion, and as long as it is not a personal attack I would be more than glad to share my view as well on what you just said:

Yes, it is true that I was born under a lucky star, a star that gave me a "physical plus" in comparaison to others maybe. But this is not enough to make it to the top and to stand out of the crowd, as you put it. Beauty is not enough to get you to achieve your goals (although it might help if used wisely). Many people are born handsome, and they don't all share the same fate and manage their lives the same way.

But for all of the readers on this board, I would like to point out something else;
I work in 2 different industries: Modeling & Djing, and both worlds are VERY UNSTABLE & DIRTY, yes VERY DIRTY in case you don't know it. And when I say dirty I mean they are indutries where you have to watch every step you're doing otherwise it will get back at you hard.

As far as music is concerned, well that didnt come easy as some might think; My musical career required LOTS AND LOTS of sacrifices, from my early youth. I have spent soooo many hours of my life working for the sake of MUSIC, whether I was behind a piano, behind a microphone or behind decks, it all took a hell of time to practice practice and practice while other peers of mine would hang out in clubs, with friends or whatever....

The djing world is so damn filled with jealousies that I don't even wana share with you how much I had to battle with male djs, mostly local djs, that have been continously attacking me (and still are) simply coz I am getting a success they are not. But what doesn't kill me makes me stronger, and the more I am being attacked the more I work harder and make sure to keep on progressing.

NO SUCCESS COMES EASILY, AND ONCE YOU GET THERE THE PROBLEM IS TO STAY THERE, AND THAT REQUIRES EVEN MORE EFFORTS AND SACRIFICES THAN TO JUST CLIMB THE LADDER OF SUCCESS. (You collect what you seed)

Furthermore, some on this board know that I am a married woman, and I would like also to point out that I even had to make big sacrifices in my marriage for the sake of both my carriers. But that's a choice I made with my hubby.

Now as for the pix, yes I am a model and a dj, and I do have lots of pix to share. And since I am a female I thought to bring a small touch of feminity to this board; If seeing too many of my pix causes you frustrations....what can I say to that...just ignore them. Or maybe they bother you Red coz they are not porn in nature or something like that (Red don't be offended plz...)

[Kamal]

Re: to make up for the mono thread

Is it a full moon?

[unkownartist]

Re: to make up for the mono thread

well, okay, they're a bit awkward looking but they're not deformed or disabled anything (are they?). I admit, I have a dark sense of humor but I just thought it was funny because they looked like they were totally too young to be doing it but were high on ex or something. And this is a dance board and they were dancing. I don't know, felt appropriate. true, they're not the prettiest flowers in the garden but I've got similar videos of myself in the vault that could be used to blackmail me too...

anyway, red1, you write without being judgmental and thats def missing sometimes here. I definitely agree with what you're saying.

yea but think about it, that awkward looking person as u put it has went through a lifetime of thinking about that people like you have been thinking that exact thought about there appearance or out going personality as i would put it. when a thought proccess like that starts in the head sam there is no turning back as you are reminded of it everytime you have to get ready or if someone looks you straight in the eye its a normal human reaction to think about what that other person thought about you when your eyes met and of course if you dont fit into societies "perfect" image portraid by things like media then it plays on your mind, for some people looks like this are heriditory as are some illnesses passed down through the gene pool in families...its just that todays society has become so deluded that one day everyone will be the perfect human and people like this wont exsist....think about it


you are lucky enugh to have gone through life without and mental health problems sam....some people are not so fortunate.

Well, i like your comments Red coz they are honest and not offensive (to me), everyone is entitled to his/her opinion, and as long as it is not a personal attack I would be more than glad to share my view as well on what you just said:

Yes, it is true that I was born under a lucky star, a star that gave me a "physical plus" in comparaison to others maybe. But this is not enough to make it to the top and to stand out of the crowd, as you put it. Beauty is not enough to get you to achieve your goals (although it might help if used wisely). Many people are born handsome, and they don't all share the same fate and manage their lives the same way.

But for all of the readers on this board, I would like to point out something else;
I work in 2 different industries: Modeling & Djing, and both worlds are VERY UNSTABLE & DIRTY, yes VERY DIRTY in case you don't know it. And when I say dirty I mean they are indutries where you have to watch every step you're doing otherwise it will get back at you hard.

As far as music is concerned, well that didnt come easy as some might think; My musical career required LOTS AND LOTS of sacrifices, from my early youth. I have spent soooo many hours of my life working for the sake of MUSIC, whether I was behind a piano, behind a microphone or behind decks, it all took a hell of time to practice practice and practice while other peers of mine would hang out in clubs, with friends or whatever....

The djing world is so damn filled with jealousies that I don't even wana share with you how much I had to battle with male djs, mostly local djs, that have been continously attacking me (and still are) simply coz I am getting a success they are not. But what doesn't kill me makes me stronger, and the more I am being attacked the more I work harder and make sure to keep on progressing.

NO SUCCESS COMES EASILY, AND ONCE YOU GET THERE THE PROBLEM IS TO STAY THERE, AND THAT REQUIRES EVEN MORE EFFORTS AND SACRIFICES THAN TO JUST CLIMB THE LADDER OF SUCCESS. (You collect what you seed)

Furthermore, some on this board know that I am a married woman, and I would like also to point out that I even had to make big sacrifices in my marriage for the sake of both my carriers. But that's a choice I made with my hubby.

firstly i,m glad u were not hurt by my comments as i was a little drunk last night when i wrote this and woke up thinking " oh shit "..honestly i did...i used you as an example shiva because in actual fact you do stand out from the crowd especially in here, its not as if everyone can say they live a life like yours, in some ways you are in a position where you can sell your image on just looks alone where others dont stand a chance ( just look @ jibs for example LMAO )...you are right though both industries are dirty becuase they are both sex driven or as i would put it perverted driven especially the modeling buisness, you probibly thinking well wtfs he talking about well ask yourself this....why isnt it the 2 girls in the above video walking down ther catwalk wearing the latest fashion accessory? ...it because no 1 would want to look @ the clothes because society has drivne a thought proccess into the population saying that to the eye these people are not the idealy looking for a $4000 pair of high heels with a little $20000000 side serving of gucci skarf or whatever.... i see that as segrigation in someways because most the people in the place are buying the "face" that models the clothes rather than the look of the clothes in the first place because they want to be you in there mind ( well maybe not u exactly but i hope you kow where i,m going with this explination ) and they wont have the decency to admit it out in the open.....as for the dj thing...... i see this world in 2 worlds, there are the talent driven side of it which is exactly how it should be and then there is the sex driven side of it and i,ll use Dj Nikki Beluci as an example.....lets face it 95% of the people on this board would never of heard of her if she wasnt a dj who likes to let her nice firm breasts hang out as she spins records and of course if you add the fact that you then find out she used to be a porn star then you then have a very very powerfull selling point for something that might be good or might be bad....the male brain sells more $s than the actual music would, thats all i can say about that 1... you could do the same in someways and tbh in a certain way i think u already have which is a good thing for you as you are lucky enough to have both looks and talent combined into one selling point.

Now as for the pix, yes I am a model and a dj, and I do have lots of pix to share.

i rest my case... you are infact a self inflicted walking advert if that makes sense

[quote] And since I am a female I thought to bring a small touch of feminity to this board; If seeing too many of my pix causes you frustrations....what can I say to that...just ignore them. Or maybe they bother you Red coz they are not porn in nature or something like that (Red don't be offended plz...) [quote]

lmao hey i,m male yea and yes i,ve used the internet for porn but not as much as you would probibly believe....frustrations lol.....i dont think so lori .....and hey its cool i,m not offended as i hope you are not with my reply.


i just come here to chill and relax maybe pick up some good music from time to time, i like to think i get on with people on here which is more or less exactly why i come here on a regular basis.

[thesightless]

Re: to make up for the mono thread

this thread needs an enema

[unkownartist]

Re: to make up for the mono thread

this thread needs an enema

hmmm a tube m8 m8 ?

[Huggie Smiles]

Re: to make up for the mono thread

this thread makes up for the mono thread???

[shosh]

Re: to make up for the mono thread

Are you aware that there are people in this world that have a severe medical condition which causes them to be that way? My mother for instance is one of those people. She is a truck driver that has bad knees and a bad backfrom driving the truck but you probably do not care about that case either. Oh well I am not one of those people I am 6′4″ 245lbs and I exercise every day. I would love to see you say something like to my mother in front of me. Probably never happen though you are probably just an internet tough guy. I doubt very seriously you would say that to someones face. Just my thought.
What do you think. Oh I am sorry you probably do not have a brain. I on the other hand will be happy to buy you a plane ticket to come here and see if you have the nerve to say that to someone I know.

[Shiva]

Re: to make up for the mono thread

i just come here to chill and relax maybe pick up some good music from time to time, i like to think i get on with people on here which is more or less exactly why i come here on a regular basis.

It is always good to share points of view and criticism especially when those are positive ones.So no offense taken here whatsoever, on the contrary.

In fact, I think all members of this forum show up here to share positive vibes and experiences from the four corners of the planet. We are all here for the same purpose.
Actually if you ask me, I personally come to [MS] coz I feel comfortable here, but mainly to escape from the bad energies that almost continuously surround me in Lebanon; It is extremely hard for a female to dj in an arab world where everyone that has more than 3 cds calls himself a dj... In fact, I always say that we have more djs than terrorists in Lebanon, sad to say something like that but its true. Music is supposed to unite people, and it does but only when you are on the listeners' side, its not all pink on the djing side. I might seem a bit aggressive writing my replies in this thread, yes I am very nervous coz for this month (August) I managed to be booked for 4 major gigs in Lebanon, and some male djs are not swallowing that easily so they already sent their puppets to trash me on the net or wherever they can; I learned not to get bothered anymore by all this, and I also learned how to turn a negative vibe into a positive energy...
Unfortunately, since I first started djing I have found myself in a position to being the "300", and I will surely be put in that position again and again; It comes with the territory of being a female dj in a men's world. Just to give u a taste of what I am going through at the moment Red, it is not all pink as it seems....and sorry to all for blowing out some steam in this thread, but it feels good sometimes to put bad things out, so I just felt to share this since Red opened the subject.

[Jenks]

Re: to make up for the mono thread

red1 sucks at punctuation.

[Huggie Smiles]

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..... In fact, I always say that we have more djs than terrorists in Lebanon, sad to say something like that but its true.

you are sad there are not more terrorists?

presumably just a translation error ?

[Shiva]

Re: to make up for the mono thread

you are sad there are not more terrorists?

presumably just a translation error ?

^ What I meant is that it is sad that we do have terrorists in Lebanon, that's the sad part of course... and of course it is good that we have more "djs" than terrorists.

[Huggie Smiles]

Re: to make up for the mono thread

makes sense

[threehills]

Re: to make up for the mono thread

Does Tiesto count as a terrorist DJ?

[lilsensa]

Re: to make up for the mono thread

Is it a full moon?

This place has been so weird as of late, don't ya think?