Originally posted by skahound
anyone have any regrets in life?
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ok, I suppose i should share soemthing then..lemme think. I started smoking weed with my younger brother a while ago. I started doing alot of other things. My brother always looked up to me. I tried to hide alot of things, but if he asked me a question about a drug I would tell him about them. 1999, I was in Va. My brother's old grade school friend came to visit him. I decided to travel back to ny. why? because i wanted to go to fucking twilo. My brothers so called "friend" sold him a sugar cube of acid with 3 drops of liquid acid on them. I mean that is fuckin 12 paper tabs. and my little brother took this trusting his friend and his body. Now for my brother to take this was his responsiblity and his decision. BUT his "friend" left him to go home soon after my brother took this. Its one thing to sell someone acid. Its another thing to sell your old best friend, my little brother acid and leave him alone tripping in a room with my mothe and 7 yr old sister sleeping in the next room. This motherfucker ... o well it has taken my brother 4 years to recover. In & out of different hospitals. Now Thank God he is back to his normal self, and drug free. Well besides his meds, but he is really great, and no side effects, and they are taking him off slowly. Well I have always felt guilty about this in a way, for smoking weed with him back in the day to leaving him in Va by himself. If i could change time who knows what i would do. I am not God and I cant do anything about it. All I can do is learn from this, and LIVE my own LIFE.
i have been drug free too..besides occasionally smoking weed.Comment
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Re: anyone have any regrets in life?
Yeah, I think I have regrets on occassion and then I realize I wouldn't be where I am today if those situations hadn't happened which then turns into being greatful, somehow.Comment
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Re: anyone have any regrets in life?
Originally posted by nbpgtnot so much on the petty daily things, but more on the bigger picture. like the choices you made that have altered the path in life youve taken..
man i just found out one of my friends is moving to Colorado for the winter to "work", then off to hawaii to do a work/study program (going on his 3rd year in a row for semi interesting things to take up his time). im happy for him but jealous at the same time.. the only responsibility he has is to make sure hes got clean undies on & his screen isnt clogged. :wink:
shit i went straight from college into the full time workforce of corporate america @ a fairly young age.. more less cause i was hungry for money & having things.. come to find out, money & stuff is nice but surely not the end all be all... now ive got all these responsibilities & feel tied down.. granted i lvoe my wife, but part of me kinda wishes, now, i would have explored more of whats out in the world rather than "getting paid" & settling down.
at the time when i decided to slow it down, i was tired of always being on the road, out partying every nite till 7 in the morn, & never having shit.
but then again, no matter where i am in life, im always the one thinkin & wondering if the grass is greener on the otherside.... no matter which side im on....Comment
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haha.. thats funny thats what you took outta my book..
well i have learned lots lessons in my time & sure im gonna learn 5x more.. prolly why am where i am today..
well the jury is still out.. i am beginning to weigh my options, figure out what i want, & make a plan.Comment
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tien i might have had the same thing happen to my brother, "good" thing he saw me go to shit so it scared him enuff to not try it.
He was very young and i always regreted it him seeying that but now i think it's for the better.
Now he only smokes weed but when he asks me about the other stuff i try to keep him in line, tell em about the negative aspects n such.
I don't want him to experience my shit.Comment
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I'm happy as a pig in shit.
Life couldn't be better for me at the moment.
Great job, great course at uni, great girlfriend, sport's going well, everything is happy dayz so to speak.
I thought about regretting splitting with my girlfriend of 2 years a few years ago at the time but now i'm over that and looking back it was the best thing i've ever doneComment
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^ Well i hope it stays that way mate....things can never go too well until they come crashing down.
i regret breaking up with my ex of 3years as its made me very cynical also fuckin up my finals in college cause i was out on the piss too much..www.twitter.com/mikeoreilly
Pimps up Hoes down.Comment
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