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So I just had this thought. I think there is something chemically wrong with me. When I take a painkiller (recreationally) I feel happier. I'm more excited about things and generally happier. Like it's an anti-depressant but I'm not depressed. Is that normal? Do any of you ever have that or have thought that? Anyone from the medical field that can say if I'm just fucked up?
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so, you take drugs and you feel good afterwards?
what's the problem exactly?
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^ that is why they are called happy pillsOriginally posted by ShpiraSo came back last night...
Sven Vath was amazing...he played a god damn killer set...ended up going to that and came to at like 10 am in some whore house in south Amsterdam...no idea how I ended up there...friday was a bit of a blur got really drunk and visited several parties can't remember a whole lot to be honest hehe...saturday was probably the best day that I recall...started up in the nearest coffee shop and going from party to party...beautiful woman, beer and weed...finished the night by taking some shrooms and listening to an amazing elke kleijn set...sunday...i met a nice girl who worked at one of the coffee shops and ended up talking to her for like 6 hours...was supposed to meet her at some DnB party...but instead went for a steak and walked around red light district bars drinking and smoking...monday took it easy went to a coffee shop and took a taxi to airport....
All in all...I think I will be going back there some time soon
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this is fucking hilarious. amen, tiddles.Should I fuck you at that not until the ass, inject then tremendously hard bumschen and to the termination in the eyes yes?Comment
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Lol @ this thread..
Nothing is wrong with you pal.. Avoid painkillers for fun tho imo.
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It's normal that you feel better. It's also a very unhealthy habit unfortunately. You have two options, find a healthy outlet that gives you a similar high, or see a psychiatrist about prescription meds. Which btw, can help in rough patches of life, we've all had rough patches.
Hope you work things out, I'm sure Micko will have more advice to offer.
It was fun while it lasted...
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be careful with that stuff, dude... once in a while, fine, but every pain pill fiend i've ever met or known becomes an irresponsible dope.. my roommate used to take a bunch of vicodin and his personality tanked, it was like talking to a plate of quivering jello.. his points became vague as he rambled to himself and slurred because his mind and mouth weren't totally in sync..
there's nothing wrong with you.. drugs make people feel good.. the problems come into play with recreational use when people forget that they can feel good without them, and decide that the high is some sort of special link to a mystical truth and peace.. if you find yourself rationalizing why you need to have them, or faking injuries to get pills off people, then there's a problem...Comment
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i can't help it... this image comes to mind.
Should I fuck you at that not until the ass, inject then tremendously hard bumschen and to the termination in the eyes yes?Comment
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^lmfao
It was fun while it lasted...Comment
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i think michael jacksons doctor is still practicing - go see him....Freak in the morning, Freak in the evening, aint no other Freak like me thats breathing....
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Argentina?....Freak in the morning, Freak in the evening, aint no other Freak like me thats breathing....
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Very bizarre thread.
Taking recreational painkillers is not a good idea mate. I'd stop that immediately.Comment
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Used oxycontin & vicodin hard for over a decade, took me couple years to feel "normal" without them. Be careful taking them for fun cuz when you can't function in life without them, the fun goes away pretty fast.Comment
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