A little tale of bad luck.

[chunkywillalways]

Re: A little tale of bad luck.

A few minutes ago:

"Doctor?"
"Yes?"
"Yesterday I did this and that"
"So?"
"We need to talk"
"This week we're busy, maybe tomorrow, call the secretary"


You should look at this in a naturalistic way, what happens to a lonely soul when it's troubled in this peculiar world of idiotic relatives, uncaring family members, even more idiotic social workers.

[Kamal]

Re: A little tale of bad luck.

... your outlook on life are only temporary, suicide is permanent.

Read this Lorenzo, read it again and again and again. Please stop doing this to yourself.

[DancingQueen]

Re: A little tale of bad luck.

I am so sorry you are going through such a difficult time and that you feel like there is no way out. Know that no matter how difficult life gets, there is always a light at the end of the tunnel & people that care about you. Please get the help you need before its too late.....stay strong & keep fighting

[chunkywillalways]

Re: A little tale of bad luck.

I want to disappear. Useless to others, unloved, now broke too (that must be why my friends don't visit as often as they did)

[floridaorange]

Re: A little tale of bad luck.

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^Call them if it gets rough, you clearly need a new doctor. I'm looking for more resources for you now.

How's your diet/workout schedule lately? As far as "disappearing" there are options for you, maybe take some time traveling... I have friends that love Mexico because of it's laid back lifestyle, culture and natural beauty. But my point is, you have a world of options that are better than ending you life buddy. You just can't see them right now because you are focused on what you feel like you don't have. I promise it will get better, you are at the bottom right now, only direction to go next is up.

Have you explored your options for moving and starting over? Making new friends, etc? You're a social person, we all know and appreciate that about you dude.

[trick12]

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I want to disappear. Useless to others, unloved, now broke too (that must be why my friends don't visit as often as they did)

sometimes i want to disappear too. i hope you learn from this that you will only go when its your time and not when you decide to, so stop doing it to urself, all that stuff is not worth killing urself, there are many options you can do before this....

change the glasses you view the world from, accept what you have and take it as it is, death is coming when its meant to come, sooner or later it will come, you never know what could happen tomorrow to turn things around, friends being away and neglectful family is not worth that, even being broke, maybe u shud take all this as lessons to learn and move on to a better place, all this can be replaced...so get up, dust urself up and stop doing that lorenzo...just let it be, after winter theres spring and summer, so live up your inner seasons, and keep searching to the place ur soul will be fine...theres a sun that shines everyday after a dark night.

look at those below u, some people struggle to stay alive from lack of even water or food, yet they still try and they dont go kill themselves....take that option out of the door, i promise u if u had to do this over again 100 times and its still not ur time to go then u wont go...so get that option out coz its not in ur hands...and the keyword is accept and have hope.

[DancingQueen]

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I want to disappear. Useless to others, unloved, now broke too (that must be why my friends don't visit as often as they did)

I felt like this a few years back.....my world was turned upside down when someone I thought was the love of my life up and left me (you may recall this if you were on the board in 2008 ). He left me heartbroken, alone in a city 5hrs from my family, and completely broke. You may feel all alone but there are people that care about you....even if it's just one or two people, reach out to them.

The cliche I'm sure you've heard a million times is that time heals all wounds and things will get better.....I know it's hard to believe but it's true. I got back into photography, moved back to my hometown for a new start, got a new job, and ended up meeting the love of my life. We are now married and expecting our 1st child any day now (actuall 5 days past my due date!).

Take this time to focus on you and your dreams....pick up an old or new hobby and focus your energy on that....it will help distract you from your pain. When you start to feel low again, reach out to your loved ones & if they aren't available, come on here and vent. The people on this board saved me in more ways than they will ever know.....there are a great bunch of people on here, who are always willing to help.

Please stay strong!

[floridaorange]

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^Super excited for you Karen! Our 7 month old is the most amazing thing we've ever experienced!

[simonr]

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Life can have a way of turning around ... too many people lost too soon.

Hope Sb pulls through and can look back on things in years to come as a distant thought in a bleak period

Best wishes as always ... forza la viola

[dusk]

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Dude.... I am speechless.... just know that you are not alone...

Believe it or not, I pretty much felt the way you feel at some point in my life... but like everyone mentioned here... know that you are loved. I carry on everyday with one line in my head repeated over and over "This too shall pass"

If you need anyone to chat with... do PM... I can't promise that I will reply right away but I do check [ms] every time I get a chance.

Hugs xx

[floridaorange]

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I'm fairly certain I speak for most all of the members who regularly participate in GYY that you are more than welcome to PM any of us any time you need to.

[AchtungBaby!]

Re: A little tale of bad luck.

I'm fairly certain I speak for most all of the members who regularly participate in GYY that you are more than welcome to PM any of us any time you need to.

This..

Public and sincere positive feedback on this thread is good but Lorenzo you must know you can count with some of us if you want, like already told you.. you are a good soul

Try to stay well, life is just too short to waste it

[ddr]

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Life will always get better Sbando.

People Do Care. I was feeling pretty shitty these past couple of years but I always never forgot my family and how they would or could even get by without me.

I came to the conclusion that depression is a mindset and oftentimes leads you to think stupid, selfish, and have a 100% FUCK ALL attitude that only makes yourself look like shite. Sure I had 'friends' that were there when everything was good then suddenly became mute and nonexistent when things were bad for me but the way I took that as, if they are this GREAT of friends now, why do I even have them as friends to begin with? It really sets the mood for yourself and your own expectations for others. More so than not, it strengthens your core friends who are there through the thick and thin if nothing else.

All I can say is keep on keeping on my friend. It may seem like you have nobody but in reality that is not true, you have plenty of people who Care.

[nelinho]

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I didn't know what to say last night when I saw the message. Still not sure, glad you are still with us and kept us in the loop. Seek some guidance and take a look at the genuine people you see here on this site. Utilise the support you have here amongst some counselling... A lot of people were gutted when you mentioned leaving the site...but a permanent departure from existence...no, that's too much for us.

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[Dhar_2]

Re: A little tale of bad luck.

sbando if you need to talk. PM me!

please dont get upset if i dont reply straight away!

just remember there are people here for you! I dont know whats going on but time is the greatest healer!