We should have called it "The Confession Thread"
Recreational benders: Do you? Yay or nay?
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its been 2 years since i stopped everything! problem with me is moderation doesnt work!so i got hooked in the past big time with chems and for a long time but thankfully now im fine although a lot of times out of the blue as im listening to a nice set i think "fuck it,i'll go and score". im not going straight away though, im waiting a bit as i know that after a while this will pass and it does.i know that if i go to score again thats it,im back again.. i rarely go to big clubs either coz i know that an e or some k is ok but unfortunately i have linked all these with the bad chems of the past and im afraid the chill out session in the morning
though i still like hal/genics.. i like exploring, seeing and sometimes i even like the "no communication at all" thing
!! at least salvia is something new for me as i only discovered it 2 months ago so i havent linked it with the bad things yet plus a very important thing is that salvia is not addictive (like any other hall..)! i got a gr 2 weeks ago and i still have half left and i definately cant remember myself keeping a gr of anything for that long!lol.. im just happy i can escape reality for a little bit and when this goes i'll be normal again and not seeking something else!
conclusion: if you think you can stop whatever you do, whenever you want and thats THE REALITY then there is no problem as long as you feel comfortable with what you take,other people feel comfortable with you while youre caked and youre not in danger of harming yourself or anyone else around you!
if one of the above is not happening then you shouldnt be doing it!!Greeks don't fight like heroes, heroes fight like Greeks
"Winston Churchill"
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The 'club spirit' is in the soul. It Never DiesOriginally posted by TheVrkit IS incredible isn't it??
STILL pumpin out great set after great set...never cheesed out, never sold out, never lost his touch..
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My confession is pretty weak actually. I never really liked a drug until I found mdma
Got drunk a few times in my teens, wasn't difficult, I'm the original one pot screamer!! 4 drinks is drunk for me, 6 drinks is a real bender
Anymore is an impossibility, I'm comatose
Never liked what alcohol did!!
Smoked a little weed, realised I had to be in the exact right mood or it was a negative experience ! Also I tend to be an energetic person and seeing people stoned out of their brain wasn't fun for me.
Did 1/2 tab of acid once. It was actually a good experience but I thought that was probably a good one to quit while I was ahead
Didn't really want to do it again anyway.
Tried speed once, [except for the odd pill with a little
] as I said I am an energetic person and I found speed a really bad experience, unbelievably jittery !!
Then mdma . This is the perfect drug for me , still speak, move and think coherently , reduces inhibition without "making you believe your ex would just love to see you at 4.00am."
[stole that from a board outside a liquor store
] Gives me a perfect excuse to dance the way I want to.
Don't have comedowns .
. One of the reasons it works for me though is that I don't mix. At the very most I will have one drink when I get to a club and most of the time not that. I also eat well, exercise, generally look after myself so I can have a good time.
Mdma in moderation as well, 1 to 2 on an ordinary night. The most I have ever taken was three in a night and that was actually a day and a night! It really gets up my nose when some silly chick who is so pissed she's falling over, comes up to me and castigates me for taking pills.
I do still drink a little but two glasses of wine will make me feel seedy for a couple of days.
Hmm, Reading that I'm pretty boring
so I guess it's a nay to the original question 
Oh, and I do test and I do take 5 htp but that is more to help me sleep. It works for depression as well. Found that out after a nasty brush with anti depressants. !
I did smoke cigarettes heavily but don't anymore.The 'club spirit' is in the soul. It Never DiesOriginally posted by TheVrkit IS incredible isn't it??
STILL pumpin out great set after great set...never cheesed out, never sold out, never lost his touch..
Simply does not get any better than HernanComment
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That's what I call smooth fun and smart partying....well done woman! I second ALL that!My confession is pretty weak actually. I never really liked a drug until I found mdma
Got drunk a few times in my teens, wasn't difficult, I'm the original one pot screamer!! 4 drinks is drunk for me, 6 drinks is a real bender
Anymore is an impossibility, I'm comatose
Never liked what alcohol did!!
Smoked a little weed, realised I had to be in the exact right mood or it was a negative experience ! Also I tend to be an energetic person and seeing people stoned out of their brain wasn't fun for me.
Did 1/2 tab of acid once. It was actually a good experience but I thought that was probably a good one to quit while I was ahead
Didn't really want to do it again anyway.
Tried speed once, [except for the odd pill with a little
] as I said I am an energetic person and I found speed a really bad experience, unbelievably jittery !!
Then mdma . This is the perfect drug for me , still speak, move and think coherently , reduces inhibition without "making you believe your ex would just love to see you at 4.00am."
[stole that from a board outside a liquor store
] Gives me a perfect excuse to dance the way I want to.
Don't have comedowns .
. One of the reasons it works for me though is that I don't mix. At the very most I will have one drink when I get to a club and most of the time not that. I also eat well, exercise, generally look after myself so I can have a good time.
Mdma in moderation as well, 1 to 2 on an ordinary night. The most I have ever taken was three in a night and that was actually a day and a night! It really gets up my nose when some silly chick who is so pissed she's falling over, comes up to me and castigates me for taking pills.
I do still drink a little but two glasses of wine will make me feel seedy for a couple of days.
Hmm, Reading that I'm pretty boring
so I guess it's a nay to the original question 
Oh, and I do test and I do take 5 htp but that is more to help me sleep. It works for depression as well. Found that out after a nasty brush with anti depressants. !
I did smoke cigarettes heavily but don't anymore.
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Yeah I rotate 5-htp with melatonin to help me sleep. The 5-htp helps with the moods sometimes but most days I'm pretty normal, ie, don't notice much of an effect from 5-htp.
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I got pics and video. But I will upload them in the morning. I need to smoke this nice phat joint and just close my eyes and replay the amazingness in my head.Comment
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That's the way it should be !! You should just feel normal.The 'club spirit' is in the soul. It Never DiesOriginally posted by TheVrkit IS incredible isn't it??
STILL pumpin out great set after great set...never cheesed out, never sold out, never lost his touch..
Simply does not get any better than HernanComment
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alcohol ok.... weed once in a while.... cocaine... never (even though the you can get the best in the world here) x sometimes only when there are goood parties.
All drugs are all the same, witness reality with a different angle but in the end its the same shit.
Its just a phase, we all come thru it... some dont get by real well some do... thats just how it goes.Dont panic, its organic.Comment
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